Monday, November 14, 2005

numb

one of my greatest friends attempted suicide this afternoon at 2 colorado time.

the last 6 and a half hours have been a blur of numbness that i can't even describe.

i bought a pack of ciagrettes for the first time since august because it just seems like that might take things back to normal.

i can't believe how stupid, irrelevant and petty so many things seem to me right now, it's weird. i take so much shit for granted. fuck.

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